I am going to start reading the anger diet book again. We decided this really helped me for the 3 weeks I was reading it. Why I dropped off, I don't know. I think it was false confidence.

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Please, everyone - send out a prayer or good vibe or thought or whatever you do to Amor today - I think he finds out about his job today.

We're both sick with the anxiety.

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Thanksgiving by Poi Dog Pondering is in my head this a.m. I don't know why.

Somehow I find myself far out of line from the ones I had drawn.

Wasn't the best of paths, you could attest to that, but I'm keeping on.

Would our paths cross if every great loss had turned out our gain?

Would our paths cross if the pain it had cost us was paid in vain?

There was no pot of gold, hardly a rainbow lighting my way.

But I will be true to those red, black and blues that colored those days.

I owe my soul to each fork in the road, each misleading sign.

Cause even in solitude, no bitter attitude can dissolve my sweetest find.

Thanksgiving for every wrong move that made it right.

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